When people stop believing …

It’s interesting watching from the sidelines as people start waking up to the reality that they have been – and are still being – lied to on a daily basis by the mainstream poisoned media. Wether through Hollywood, BBC, MSM or any of these propaganda lying machines designed to warp not only the present, but also the past, people are being lied to. It’s not that this has not been known about before, it’s just that most people preferred to pull the wool over their own eyes, rather than see the truth.

This approach does not work in the long run however, leastways, it only works if the mainstream media control the narrative. Of course these days it’s clear that they are losing this battle of control. This can be seen by Youtube, Twitter etc taking down, not just racists etc, but anyone in conflict with their world view. This is not about free speech, it’s about control. The same control that has been used for literally hundreds of years, but which is now unravelling very quickly. But ignoring it will no longer work as people are learning faster than big gov can squelch it. Knowledge is being shared exponentially and that is a game changer.

Of course the obvious approach would be to open up a dialogue with the people. But they will not do this, as they would soon realise that their tenuous positions would be lost. Big government is not needed, as the battle raging over the controlling powers of the EU realise only too well. We are all sovereign beings who live and die under the control of the ruling classes. It’s not changed for hundreds of years, and they have been happy to keep it this way. But change is coming and can be clearly seen all over the world, on every diverse subject under the sun. The intellectual Dark Web being a symptom of this.

The confusion now is what to believe. They have dug their holes bigger by doubling down on their lies. Pushing the point long after the game is up. This confusion will lead to conflict, and that conflict will lead to their down fall. The whole paradigm is only propped up by the idea of money and the control of it. Once that is taken out of the equation – or rather – once the control of money is taken away from the state, then things really start changing. That is what is happening now. Bitcoin is the tool for this. A currency designed by the people for the people, that will allow us to actually reach our potential. Unfortunately before that happens, there will be violence, while the system gets swamped by the people, and reacts as it is currently doing in France. Once again the mainstream are not airing what is going on, as they cower in fear of an uprising.

End of week 4 …

Listening to Olafur Arnolds

So today is the end of week four since letting the business go. It’s been interesting in various ways. Firstly it was the tech withdrawal which caught me by surprise, this feels better every day now. The other major thing was the feeling of doing nothing, or rather the feeling of not doing something. It used to be a place I lived, where we all lived. Before the ‘system’ got hold of us. Where summer holidays lasted forever, where there was still wonder and mystery. Before we were told to put away childish thoughts. Yet -for me – the most alive people that I now know, are the ones who ignored this advice, and continue to be an innocent abroad in the world. Not charlatans playing at it, I mean the real mavericks.

I cannot say that I am settled into it as yet, as it is far too soon. I have high standards for myself that I often find hard to satiate and at the same time attain. When perfectly tuned and in ‘that place’ I can respond to the call of the music and words. Though now without the barrier of work, I look forward to the muse coming to stay. I shall this time – for the first time in years – not be interrupted. This was one of the things I hated most about my job. It has also left me with a permanent phone phobia, which frustrates friends and family alike. Being interrupted constantly when you are trying to write or play – when done for enough years – stops you trying altogether.

So as week 5 gets underway, I try and remain aware to the changes and feelings of strangeness that leaving your day job and dropping out brings me. Intrinsically my days are the same, in that I get up at mostly the same time, and do the same things, but with the exception of not having to locate myself next to a computer, just in case something needs attending to. Much like a permanent hotel door man, standing there all night, just in case someone arrives. What a bore, and such time that I spent doing that, was well and truly wasted, except that is, for the learnings that came from the books I read in between times. What I call my knowledge upgrade, which ironically led me to selling my business … excellent !!

What have I learn’t …

So 57 years later, what have I learn’t in life? Where to start. I guess I can only look now through the glasses of my most recent learnings, as opposed to what I thought I knew back then. I was told at at a very early age that life was not fair. It was put to me like this from my Father, ‘Who said life was going to be fair?” Who indeed, though for some reason, I just presumed it was. Not sure how old I would be, but I was certainly only a tacker.

I have learnt that love is not unconditional, and can be used against you. I have learn’t that what ever we think we know, is nothing more than ideas strung together. Much like we make sounds, that we then attach meaning to, and call words. Nothing is known, no matter who says so. It’s all just guess work. I have learn’t that governments do not work for the people, they work for the banks. I have learn’t that we have been lied to for 100’s of years. About history, about science, about many things that surround us in this life.

I have learn’t that humanity, does not have a plan. We are just drifting along being ruled by millionaires, who’s only real agenda is to keep their wealth and power. I have learn’t that we would rather spend money on illegal wars, than on hospitals. I have learn’t that there are very few people that you can trust. I have learn’t that anyone wearing a suit and tie, has been brainwashed. I have learnt that education is just a form of controlling the grown human.

I have learn’t that nature, though I cannot know how it works, appears to be the only thing that is real in terms of unconditionality. It does not harm on purpose, it does not manipulate on purpose. Nature is, and that is enough. Though not for us, as although we feign care for it, we stand by while it is destroyed in the name of progress. I have learn’t that there is more to life, than life. That somewhere somehow there is a force that animates the form that I am in. Call it soul, call it spirit, but I have felt it and know it’s there. I do not however, know whether it is benign, or more sinister. I guess that will be known in good time.

So now, when I look out the window and move around the world. The one thing that I have really learn’t is that I do not know anything. I do not know what this is, where it is, or how it is. It just appears to be, and maybe that is enough. Take away all the labels and you are left with what is, and you can’t change, what is.